i'm not oblivious to people's actions around me.
and what makes me confused is... the emotions i feel for what i shouldn't be feeling.
i'm really falling for tofu right now. everything about him is just so mesmerizing.
the way he acts.. the way he plays badminton. i've always had a thing for badminton players.
i always fall for them! maybe because we have similar interests. but we've gotten closer ever since he added me on facebook. he eventually added everyone else too. or everyone else did. i dunno. but he would comment on my status and we'd talk and tlak down. and i'd be so sorry for those people linked to the conversation. then at badminton training, we'd talk to. he'd make fun of me. ie. tell me to run more so i could grow taller. then sometimes he'd take the birdies and smash them at me. LOL the best part of all is he would coach me. if i did something wrong, he would come help me. he doesn't talk to the other girls. really. i did notice. the thing is.. he has a GIRLFRIEND! why do u do this to me!! why.....

today i went for a drink and he came out.. and we were just standing outside maybe for like 5 minutes just talking. then we went back in together. and sat down together. later on i asked him to play with me. lol. i was sucky (of course) haha.

and then today at night we talked about happy farm. i would never touch that thing, but he told me to play it so i did. later on he asked what place was he in my friends list... and i told him i dont' know where to look for it. then return fox messaged me online saying that he gave tofu my phone number for something. and next thing i knew, i got a call... it was him calling to.. like sort of tell me how to use it and stuff. lol . later on i texted back saying he was 6th place... and we texted each other twice.

but think about.. why would he go thru lengths to get my phone just for something so trivial? WHY?

and return fox telling me that he's willing to watch love in disguise with me... its so not his type of movie and why would he be willing to spend that money to watch it? it's a waste of money for him. why oh why. (p.s. i posted online asking who wants to watch it with me). aiy.........