Fear.
It's such a powerful feeling.
That tightening of your muscles.
The shortness of breath.
The adrenaline rush.
It's too much to bear.
Today I actually felt fear. For the first time in a while.
Fear that like all the movies I've watched, there was someone after us.
That someone was so powerful he found us in another country.
That someone that taunted my childhood and my adolescence.
I was actually scared for me, my mom, and my whole family's relationship.
What if....
What if...
I hate him so much with my life.
Sometimes I wonder how his kids are like now.
Because I will slowly get my revenge on him.
How do I subdue this fear? By turning it into revenge.
Revenge for making me scared. For doing this to my mom.
I will ruin him.
I will ruin him for doing this to me.
If he stalks us again. I won't be so easygoing this time.
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